Sometimes I wish to go back in time, not to change anything, but just to relive the wild abandon of my youth. Yes, those were the days........................
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Appy Nostalgia
Sometimes I wish to go back in time, not to change anything, but just to relive the wild abandon of my youth. Yes, those were the days........................
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
This should be it!
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Horses aren't my only passion!
It's a start!
Check out the tire marks on the left. But you know what? Everything will eventually dry up, the fill dirt will come and my boys can come back home.
I think Paha is either fed up with the mud or is not liking being alone. As soon as he saw me he stood at the gate snorting, circling, blowing and shaking his head. The look on his face when I started to walk away was priceless. Think of the first time you left your youngster with a sitter or First day of Kindergarten, that face! The slowly watering eyes and the quiver in the chin, looking so lost and forlorn you just want to rush back to them and scoop them up and hug them as tight and long as you can. Now, I can't rush out to Paha and grab him around the neck and give him a hug (too muddy! lol) but I guess the head rub and muzzle tickle did the trick and he was ready to let me go. Believe me, I'll feel complete when my "kids" are home.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Yesterday I could not start the lawn tractor to save my life and today.......VAROOOOM! So I cut the grass and it gave me a real shot in the arm. We have topsoil and fill dirt coming next week so we will be busy.
Today is the first time I saddled up Paha. It was nice to see MY equipment on him. My trainer watched me work with him in the round-pen and boy oh boy I kinda feel like I'm learning everything all over again. I have a hard time holding the rope and lunge whip which makes me clumsy and it takes my focus off my horse. I still need to get my whoa down. It's not coming across firmly enough and Paha (and Meins too) take those extra steps or in Pa's case just keeps walking. Still working on my confidence.
Tomorrow the farm is going on a trail ride nearby and I think I might go too. It will be very warm tomorrow so I'm looking forward to getting the kinks out and enjoying my horse and friends.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
What was that?
I got bucked off last year but I was back on in less than 10 minutes despite being hurt. Don't worry tho I always manage to get over it. I have considered hypnotherapy but I had tried that before for weight loss and gained even more. I need to find and talk to someone who had gone thru a bad episode with their horse and got over that fear and how they did it. I find that talking to someone that has never had a serious injury, of any kind, not just with horses, really do not understand what that pain and fear is like. Nor do I believe they understand the mental anguish we go thru trying to "just get over it". It is not that easy. It was 30 yrs before I started to really ride again. I rode Meins for two years, stayed off (medical reasons) for a year and now I'm breaking down. The desire is there, I'm always suited up to ride. I've been on him off and on over the past year so what gives?
Horses have been too much a big part of my life and I am stubborn enough to keep trying. Giving up is NOT an option!
Any ideas other than psychotherapy?
Monday, April 20, 2009
See to shining see
Yesterday I watched this little Equestrian ride a BIG horse. Rivers, in her pink jacket, green shoes and Disney riding helmet, her ear to ear smile was all she really needed to convey the sheer joy of riding a horse. Trainer, Ann-Marie and Denise walked alongside this quiet horse to complete her ride. With instructions on how to "whoa" and "go" this little rider may one day become a superstar rider! You go girl!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Friday, April 17, 2009
Big brother gets hurt
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Back History
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I'm just as big
Meins is the dominent horse though and Paha is just a happy go lucky guy. He'll follow any horse anywhere. He seems a bit lost right now being in a big pasture by himself. He'll be fine!
After taking a really close look this afternoon, Meins is clearly taller, but Paha's butt is up there.